speaking of filming of course!!! 
the main rule is to not cut of the head, keep the whole body in the shot, but then again, who cares?  rules, in filming? no.

oh good, my battery is done charging... I cant wait for tomorrows filming mission.... 

"Trouble, Trouble move away,
I have seen your face and its to much for me today...........

Ivvvvvveeeeeeeeee Ive seen your eyes,
and I can see deaths disguise hanging on me.. hanging on me....."

wow, great song.... kind of can be sad, but I see the lyrics being sung by a young man, early 30s....

he has a really grizzley beard, hasnt eaten in days,  and looks like the forest...
hes singing it, but nothings changing,.... hes findin out that trouble cant be done away with by a song.. he needs something more.

oh my goodness, lately life has been so fast! lol... my sister is mad, because its so hard to find time to see her... no good!!! im trying to get ready for spanish, keep up with friends, and film / edit a tape of my friend for our sponsor.......ah!!! (but stoked, kind of my first filming job, that I have been asked to complete... sick)  lol.. 

OH YEAH!! I bought a bunch of dye, and a 5 pack of white v-necks... can someone say fun!!!! green v-neck, blue v-neck, pink v-neck.. its going to be so fun!
 

Mannhatan ( spelled incorrectly?) !!!!!!!!!!

what??? 
ok, so this is whats up with my vida....
Treasure Island Resort and Casino....(sing the song when you read that previous line.. and dont act like you dont know the tune...)

ask alice.... when shes ten feet tall.... or is it st. Paul?



                            this is it

I do not exist we faithfully insist.... or do I?

am I looking to far up?,,,, and missing things below?
like when the eye of the fish shoots to far past the knees, 
things on the ground cant be seen?

whats this noise I hear?  we all can hear it?
but look we have no ears!! how do we hear the noise?
its loud and never ending, its untruthfull and suspending.
decieving us with lies,
with telegraphic eyes.....
it knows us all to well,
my lungs begin to swell..... oh no! we can not see either!
what shall we do little lizard?!! quick tell us what to do.. the little horn is all we know,... to it we all bow..

but wait my fellow people... dont you see its number? its not what you think!! quick dont kiss its ring..
it knows not what it does, but those who have closely listened do!!!!
quick, we must be fast!!! dont continue on.. take the hard road! you will know it when you see it..
truth is not something you will miss... its far to hard and far to narrow... you will know it I swear..

but look he offers peace... he will give peace... look look look look....

oh please, oh no am I too late?  has my coward self waited too long? yes yes yes yes yes....
 
oh look quick, lets go, the offer is too good...

oh no.. quick look at his crown!!?? do you see it??!!?? it bears the number!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                                             that was it

whoa.. that was intense.... i like I like =D.... I guess thats what was on mind...
but lets continue...
I am living and loving.. life!!!
I am going to visit some schools next week!! yes!!!~!!!! 

cant wait to graduate, and start learning hard core in the filming, editing, and graphic world, so I can use this knowledge for good things I love@!!

its going to be swell.............until then, I pray the slight glitches my camera experienced while filming the other day were just a minor and not even close to serious glitch...... =D.....

have happy travels self... hahahahaa...

oh yes.. I should grab a bight before I go to work.. hunger is kicking in.....oh yes! studies tonght.. i cant wait.....



Me myself the deerish type,
I looked around in utter strife........
For a kind familiar face, "ill find one eventually I told myself,,,,"
whats that jumping in the distance?.........................
"are we still friends?"  I asked the rabbit looking creature,
replied the creature, " No se," 
and hopped away.

hmmm....I guess that means 2 posts in one night... lol.
ah... what should I say to myself?  what will I think when I look back at this in a year? 2 years? 20 years?
well... this is my favorite beverage ever.... I believe that chocolate milk soothes the body and mind...
                  ode to chocolate milk
Oh say I do see! chocalate milk how art thee?
how so tastefull and sweet! how so perfect in richness?
where art thou when I call?  canst thou hear my cry?
no thou can not!  our Father, whos art is that of heaven and earth,
who gives taste, who gives sight or makes them blind, I thank Thou!
I wait not till the morning, but drink thou at night, at mid day, and at dusk.
softer than velvet and richer than burgundy.


 hahaha... that was fun.
well this past weekend was swell!
I went to church with my good friend, and it was very uplifting... Daniel had to translate for me durring the entire service, because the service was fully in spanish.. =)
it was such an experience.....and very humbling.
and after the service, there was this amazing banquet of Mexican food....... ^-o-^  !!!!
it was my first time taking it easy, and trying to do a lot of reading on the Sabath, and I hope I can it a usual. Dan, Al, and I bascially sat and chilled all day, just talking and such... it was very bueno....

well, I feel like I have been missing some other people lately.... 
maybe I can un-miss them soon. =)
"Brother Sister,
Ill see you when we get there, Gods great mercy be forever with you,
courage, courage until we get there,
we are here for just a little while"

hmmm... well, I guess its  a good time to post my first blogish thingy.

I hope yall is chillin, and 100 dolla billin.... my life right now... KIdding!

life can be hectic I guess... this morning, I was up at four, getting ready to go to mcdonalds, tommorrow, I will be 
waking up at six... GNAR! haha..
I feel like I have so much learning to do.... the list is as follows.

       Rickys list of Things To Learn
1. how to manage my time.
2.  To learn as much about my faith and others as I can, as quick as I can
3. Learn as much as I can about video cameras, and editing before college.
4. Learn how to be peaceful and thankful in all situations.
5. Learn how to express my feelings, and let them be the right ones
6. How to live a productive LIFE!!!!!!! AH@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     Im so exhausted just looking at this list, but I know it must be done.  I just moved, so that was kinda crazy, but chill... I only have to live at one house now.  

But this SUCKED!  So I have like mad worry issues, ya know?  Bascially about everything, like, whats up with my spiritual life, my friends, my camera,  my family..........  And the other day, I totally almost dropped my cam.... AGAIN!!! I was sooo worried but praise the lord it seems chill,,,,,,,,,,
 There seems to be some tension between two of my most loved people, so I am a little concerned with that, but I think they are both strong where they stand, and understanding enough to work things out, and not let it hinder their friendship, because they were like the Best, and coolest of friends!!!! Im feeling the hype from both of their lives ova here!!!!!  maybe Ill get all steez bandit and rob a bit of both of their styles...... haha... then I would be like, ultra Human!!! Diverse, and know where I stand in life, not ashamed to admit, all this while having some sort of perfect style:
 natural/mexican/african american/swedish(thats me)/ folk/chill/tight/gangsta/loving/kind/funny/ridiculous                    style.

Hmm.... I will leave this with the thought though, that I am currently lovin Life, and hyped on my new thirst for knowledge.....

I will also leave you with one of my favorite snipets from one of my favorite songs... thanks for the read!
   "I drove to New York
in a van, with my friend
we slept in parking lots
I don't mind, I don't mind
I was in love with the place
in my mind, in my mind
I made a lot of mistakes
in my mind, in my mind "
         ---chicago by sufjan stevens