y dime todo que necesito saber, 
quiero oirte ahora..

right now, I am so hyped to be writing!!!!!!
its been a chill Sabbath day.....arguing with my dad, whether or not its actually Sabbath, 
chillin at the hispanic Seventh Day Adventist Church, with dan and al....
and chillfully, (keeping in mind that it is Sabbath, so not to get too hyped) went and saw Boondoggle, the premier, at the Oak Street Cinema in Dinky Town.... really chill, really well made, amazing video... mad love to my friend Tim Fulton, one of the main editors and filmers....

but on the brighter note, heres a fun poem (note to self, the following was completely made up on the go....)

                       Summer is nigh
does nigh mean almost over? or almost here?
or can it mean both? for if nigh is almost over, then something is almost here,
or if nigh means almost here, then something else must be almost finished..
am I correct? or do I speak foolishly?

tell me flower, why am I able to speak?/  tell me in all your beauty, you surely deserve to speak far more than me....
but me, who can hardly use this mouth I have?  not even to raise my opinion in time of need? why do I have the right to speak?

or the right of free speach for that matter? Deary, Deary, Querido Amigo!!! please take this right from me if I can not soon learn to use it.. wont you  flower?  wont you soon?

before you wither, and no longer will you have something, or everything to say?  please please please soon soon soon.
Boondoggle, Boondoggle, my life is one grand boondoggle!!! have you looked up the word?

Oh Merriam, or is it Webster? either way just hear them say, its far to true.

but brighter is the sun, than the flower, no?
brighter is it, (or is it He?), than all the flowers ever made? (or He made?)
for can the created be brighter than the creater? claro que no!!! 

then it is He I seek, no?  maybe He can show my mouth to speak?
where shall I find Him?(or is it where shall He not be found?)
under here, or over there? outside or in? right or left? A la darecha, o ariba???
no se.
but maybe someone does.........................................................

oh yes oh yes.... I did say it...
hay que probar.... one must try.  
interesting
bold
out there
fun
weird ("i" before "e" except after "c"?... apply here?.......  idk)
different

well, I am super hyped, finally got myself to start studying spanish, in a pretty intense, (at least for summer) way..... my goal is to study at least an hour almost everyday until school... so like 3 weeks.

well, filmings been going good, trying to learn about mine and others cameras, as well as getting better at shooting... editing <3.

Learning learning learning... so much of it to do!! the other day I hung out with some friends I havnt seen all summer though ^_^... so hyphy!@!!!!!!!  we started Pulp Fiction, and I cant lie, I was freakin out... I guess I shouldnt watch intense movies, or movies in general.. haha..
it was muy chill though, Laurel, Kody and Ryan are all RAD..... hopefully "L" hollas soon, because I want to see Mama Mia really bad, and none of my other friends want too go it seems... o siempre tienen que hacer cosas, y no pueden ir al cine conmigo........ D: .....  pero no hay problemas..... 

"mama mia, here I go again, my my! how can I resist ya.. mama mia, does it show again, my my! just how much i missed ya..."  "..... and if your near me darling, cant you hear me S.O.S."   
oh... Abba

Ive thought multiple times about going alone... just straight up.. me being like, "Ill take one for mama mia," 
the lady would be like, "(haha... cough cough..... ^_^....(all under her breath but I can totally hear her).....)  ok sir thank you."

"THANK YOU TOO..... X_o  HAVE A NICE DAY." is my response.....

then I would be singing in the theatre, alone.......
(entonces, estaria cantando en el cine, solo.....) note: that was my attempt at the spanish translation.. I think its right....

                 well, now I am going to write a quick story.... FUN!!!!! since I love stories, and spanish, it will be a spanish story, about a young boy, who loves to film, and chill, and sing, and let good times happen day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day after day....

P.S.
story coming in next blog.

also P.S.
I am lovin life, and so phyked to learn about the Lord....and follow the hard road, cause its the only one....."we could take the long road, that weve just beguuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,
and when your happy, I feel the sun, through a cloud, the sun."

             (remember that show green spider? last day of school, The Owls, drew, Katlin... it was RAD.)
                                                         pure hype.
                                                      keep the hype.
                                                   Love they hype for 2000 years
                                           Adore the hype
                                                         LIve the HYPEE!!!!!!
                                                            HYphy!!!!
                                                            HYphy steez!!
                                                  Steez BAndit!!!! (amber is so RAD for introducing me to that word)
                                         Hype flavor
                                                        notepad hype
                                                  board game hype
                                                                     Monk hype
                                                           sabbath hype ( oh yeah, its sabbath, I better do some reading soon)
                                              Filming hype! 
                                                                 Phuckle Hype!!
                                                      Boondoggle Hype!!!! August 23 I believe....
                                         goin to the premier hype!!!!
                                               Lovin it hype.
                                                              centuries and centuries of southwest hype.
                                             Environment hype!!!!!
                                  New friend hype!!!
                         Cartoon hype
Gnarly Hype!!!
                                                                        Red Hat HYpe!!
                    3ccd Hype!!!!
                                         VX hype! 
 Gettin my praise on HYPe!!!!
Prophecy Seminars HYPe!!!!
                                                                                                                                       what am I doing? Hype
        
 

                                                                                                  mk1 hype. 
          
 
                                                        ...........................life......................................................................................................

no, not the pottery that grows.... the steez that grows! =)

journals are kinda steezy................................so I guess ill right
one........................................
So the giant object below, (century optics Mark1 .3x ultra fisheye lens) is something I have been dreaming about for a while...
I am so hyped because I have finally been able to get the money needed.... MCdonalds FO LIFE!... hahaha.. kidding... silence... cough cough.... death...kidding once more... 

(but I guess the whole Death reference kind of works because this lens is nicknamed..........THE DEATH LENS!!!!!  (whoa... that was intense)  this is because it has such a wide angle of capture, that you need to be extremely close to the person or object you are filming, running a high risk of death ( obscure amounts of damage) to your camera and the lens....  I have made three attempts to purchase it on a monthly payment kind of plan, and they all failed!!!! so I have been saving up to pay in full...

I have been a wee distraught at how long it has taken to save up, but I believe that this has been a lesson in my life, or possibely lessons....
First, That I fo sho need to gain some patience
and More Importantly, that some things are more important than some fisheye lens, and that should be the last thing on my mind.    
I believe I need to study the words long written down, in the book of Mattew, chapter 6 verse 33.
 
but weird.. that was a long rant about nothing! 
buenos noches! Me gusta la lluvia caer!  I really need to study spanish... so worried for next year........
well... glad days will approach.. I hope.
Journals are fun...
I am tired....
Reading equals good... I just need to do it more...
"we could go by daytime, we could go underground.
we could go by night time, if theres any light... any light... coming down....
and when your laughing, I see the sun, on the moon... the sun........
Ill calll you when, I find my way on, 
sing while I go then Ill know your around........................."