"you will never have to hear the clever ones, saying your so dumb,
........because your just to laize-faire, behaving like you just dont care"

-peppermint patty, The Owls.

today was so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! St. Croix Skatepark, late sesh, with the homies.... so sick..
and guess what dog, Clint Peterson was there!! supa sick.... 

Well, I hope I am getting better at filming, and more importantly life.

y dime todo que necesito saber, 
quiero oirte ahora..

right now, I am so hyped to be writing!!!!!!
its been a chill Sabbath day.....arguing with my dad, whether or not its actually Sabbath, 
chillin at the hispanic Seventh Day Adventist Church, with dan and al....
and chillfully, (keeping in mind that it is Sabbath, so not to get too hyped) went and saw Boondoggle, the premier, at the Oak Street Cinema in Dinky Town.... really chill, really well made, amazing video... mad love to my friend Tim Fulton, one of the main editors and filmers....

but on the brighter note, heres a fun poem (note to self, the following was completely made up on the go....)

                       Summer is nigh
does nigh mean almost over? or almost here?
or can it mean both? for if nigh is almost over, then something is almost here,
or if nigh means almost here, then something else must be almost finished..
am I correct? or do I speak foolishly?

tell me flower, why am I able to speak?/  tell me in all your beauty, you surely deserve to speak far more than me....
but me, who can hardly use this mouth I have?  not even to raise my opinion in time of need? why do I have the right to speak?

or the right of free speach for that matter? Deary, Deary, Querido Amigo!!! please take this right from me if I can not soon learn to use it.. wont you  flower?  wont you soon?

before you wither, and no longer will you have something, or everything to say?  please please please soon soon soon.
Boondoggle, Boondoggle, my life is one grand boondoggle!!! have you looked up the word?

Oh Merriam, or is it Webster? either way just hear them say, its far to true.

but brighter is the sun, than the flower, no?
brighter is it, (or is it He?), than all the flowers ever made? (or He made?)
for can the created be brighter than the creater? claro que no!!! 

then it is He I seek, no?  maybe He can show my mouth to speak?
where shall I find Him?(or is it where shall He not be found?)
under here, or over there? outside or in? right or left? A la darecha, o ariba???
no se.
but maybe someone does.........................................................

you know what ricky? 
yes ricky?
your the only person who reads this, arent you ricky?
why yes ricky, I am the only one who reads this...
good ricky, good....
lets hang out sometime, and find eachother, ok ricky?
sounds SOOO SICK ricky.. in a good way sick, ya know?
yeah rick, I know,.. you only use sick in a "gross" way .5% of the time.. the rest of the 99.5% is like saying bueno...

ah ricky, you know me too well!  but some how you dont know yourself!  haha..
oh but I do......... to a point ricky... to a point..
well thats chill ricky, sometimes, you can know who you are to a point.. like the main point sometimes.. other points come in time..
yes yes.. but main points can change, no?
Ah, you bring a good point... but then again, sometimes no.. you sometimes have characteristics, that a certain Maker meant.
    and certain beliefs that you will not now change, because of what ya know! =)

ah.. I agree, I agree.... Do you think that we should get a barrel of cheese, some paper and a pair of slippers...

mucho yeses... as long as the slippers are purple, and the cheese is red... then yes....
what color should the paper be?

The truck will tell us friend...... Wer are waiting for the truck to tell us...............................................................

that sounds crazy.

(hmm... hey ricky, if we are talking to eachother, then when we write a thought, who is thinking?)

(I dont know, but right now, what we are doing, is this considered thinking about thinking?... that would be really weird.)

       IDK.. but God Bless this day for you sir, I hope you continue to enjoy life while your living, for Revelation 20 may be sooner than you think.
     Ah, yes, yes it may..... 

oh, with my glasses on, its easier to see...driving to a local park of skating sounds good.

no, not the pottery that grows.... the steez that grows! =)

journals are kinda steezy................................so I guess ill right
one........................................
So the giant object below, (century optics Mark1 .3x ultra fisheye lens) is something I have been dreaming about for a while...
I am so hyped because I have finally been able to get the money needed.... MCdonalds FO LIFE!... hahaha.. kidding... silence... cough cough.... death...kidding once more... 

(but I guess the whole Death reference kind of works because this lens is nicknamed..........THE DEATH LENS!!!!!  (whoa... that was intense)  this is because it has such a wide angle of capture, that you need to be extremely close to the person or object you are filming, running a high risk of death ( obscure amounts of damage) to your camera and the lens....  I have made three attempts to purchase it on a monthly payment kind of plan, and they all failed!!!! so I have been saving up to pay in full...

I have been a wee distraught at how long it has taken to save up, but I believe that this has been a lesson in my life, or possibely lessons....
First, That I fo sho need to gain some patience
and More Importantly, that some things are more important than some fisheye lens, and that should be the last thing on my mind.    
I believe I need to study the words long written down, in the book of Mattew, chapter 6 verse 33.
 
but weird.. that was a long rant about nothing! 
buenos noches! Me gusta la lluvia caer!  I really need to study spanish... so worried for next year........
well... glad days will approach.. I hope.
Journals are fun...
I am tired....
Reading equals good... I just need to do it more...
"we could go by daytime, we could go underground.
we could go by night time, if theres any light... any light... coming down....
and when your laughing, I see the sun, on the moon... the sun........
Ill calll you when, I find my way on, 
sing while I go then Ill know your around........................."